New Beginning

Yeap. New beginning.

Originally, I wanted to fill my June with loads of post about June 2009 but I didn't really had much time to post anything due to my sister's wedding. Yeap. My sister got married with Houssam on 11 June 2010 in Jakarta and 15 June 2010 in Pontianak.

I am officially 22 years old now. And most importantly, I have a job. A real job. I'm now working with APPCO Indonesia under the sub company called IMG. I don't think I can tell much bout my job since I don't think it's appropriate, let alone, legal.

What can I say is, I love this company so much. The second I step in the office, I wished I were to be recruited. Why? Because they were playing house music. Wow. I mean... WOW. And I love love love the environment there since everybody call everybody else by names; even the boss.

About the boss.. He's one funny guy and I couldn't ask for more. Best Boss ever. Owh.. Have I mention his name? This whole coincidence thing is freaky but I'm totally used to it (but I still think they are funny). First was house music. Second was event (this company has loads of events). Third was traveling (part of the job). Last but not least... My Boss's name is IYAN. Yeap... I.Y.A.N. (try to terminate the Y).

Anyway, since the office that I'm working at now is located at Bundaran Hotel Indonesia (roundabout), where my favorite malls are located (Plaza Indonesia and Grand Indonesia); so I'm thinking about joining the fitness center. I miss dancing sooooo much. They offered dance classes, they have gym equipment... So why not :D
ps: the view from the office is great.

Back to my job... What do I do? Currently I'm doing sales. But I have a high target. Too imaginative? Not really. I'm sure I can do it :) *positive thinking* and I hope I can prove it.

Good night xx

6th June

It was one year ago I had my first kiss.
It was when I decided to give my all to a guy.
It was the time when I found the one person who I really love.
It was when I admit that I had feel in love.
It was the time when I really enjoyed being alive...
It was when I say "I Love You Ian Nashville"

Chillin

I was chatting with Virgo Kid when (again) he mentioned the word fun. "As long as it's fun" he told me. His idea of having fun always involves beer. Stay at home absolutely not included.

As what I recall, me and Ian didn't go out that much. We prefer to stay at home and chill. Despite of the fact that I love to go out, I enjoyed lazying around at home with him.

He love Will Ferrel. He love comedy. We spent most of our time watching DVD (Will Ferrel's movies). His favorite is Talladega Nights. I haven't got a chance to watch this movie yet. I hope I can finally watch it someday. It's kinda hard to find this movie. Our favorite spot will be at the sofa near the door. He always sit at my left and he will lean towards me. Good position for me to hit him. Well, blame it on the movie. LOL. He felt nothing when I hit him anyway :)

JUNE

It's June again. From all the memorial months I had with Ian. June is the most precious one. It is impossible not to think bout what we had. Rather than I waste my energy to push it back deep into my heart, I prefer to just lay it on the table.

I want to start with a song called Soul Fly. This is a very special song for me because, as what he told me, it's made for me. My song.

'Just be yourself', you told me
Just do the things you do
Your brilliance it blinds me, 
like a strikes of million stars


Without you I would be alone and lost,
in the world full of monsters
And now your love, it surrounds me
like a warm blanket on a cold, cold day


And even tough you are not here with me,
except your spirit, I feel myself raised up
And tonight I wish that you are in my arms,
lying in my arms, sleep in my arms, close to my heart...
And so for you, I would be myself


I remember that night when we were just chillin. He was browsing trough his new sounds collection when I heard this lyric. I didn't listen to what she was saying but I noticed that she sounded very british (my fav accent).
Me : "Omg. She sounds very British!"
Him: "Yea..."
*we both listen to the lyrics (it was from the "and even tough you're not here with me...")
Him: "Hmm... Not bad. I think I'm gonna use this"

And there was no further conversation bout this song. I went back to Indonesia. I knew he was working on new songs but I honestly didn't know it was for me. He told me he was working on a song which was tricky and kinda hard to complete. On 06 July 2009, he's done with the song.

Overall I got 9 tracks, 'She's leaving the house' & 'soul fly' was made becoz of you =) (...)

I replied him and asked what does Soul Fly means...

Soul fly, very deep meaning actually, I got that name as it is related to what the gurl says in the vocal part... I dun have 9 tracks, instead I got 11 for now plus I've got one left out in different folder and another one is my award track, so I'm just gonna do another one to make it 12... 12 is 2 times 6, haha

It's him who realized the number SIX which kept on appearing around me and him (it still does appears around me up to today).

I know he mentioned two songs but I wanna start with the second song.. Soul Fly. Why? Because few days ago I found out that the tattoo on his left hand (my fav hand of his) is called... SOUL FLY.

Bob Sinclar

I love him. I mean... Cmoonnn... I love his music. And he's spinning at Dragonfly Club Jakarta while I'm blogging at home now. This is so not fair :( I really want to go there in the middle of the crowd and enjoy his music... I can almost imagine myself there. There are loads of places to go in Jakarta and yet I am at home :'(

Btw, trust me that I never know how does he look like until I saw the posters of him. Right there and then, I fell in love with him. Rebellious. Sexy in his own way. Great music. What's there not to like? Arghhh... Anyway, I think my favorite song from Bob is World Hold On. Especially when you listen to it with headphone (or earphone, any will do).

I've missed Pitbull concert last 12 May. And now I'm here at home when I know Bob Sinclar is here, in the same island with me, Jakarta.... And I'm here with my lovely Mac on my lap and blogging... :'(

Butttt... There's gonna be DJ battle on 3, 4, 5 June and I'm gonna be there. For sure! I don't wanna miss this one. Not anymore...

Happy 4th Birthday

Happy Birthday my dear blog :D
I have not been a good blogger but 4 years has been quite long and loads of story has been told.
Happy stories...
Sad stories...
Crazy stories...

Thank you my dear blog, you've been a very great listener and story keeper :)

Saturday

Sometimes I wonder whether I'm the stay-at-home type or the out-and-about type. I think when I have someone with me, I prefer to stay at home. Someone special. At least I'm sure I'll have something to do when someone special is around ;)

Watching DVDs for example... Owh cmoonn... What were you thinking, huh? I just want to put that picture there. It's one great picture :P

Anyway, apart from that, I think I prefer to go out. Especially when Im in Jakarta. I love the so-called Jakarta's Wall Street. The Sudirman area, Kuningan and all. It's the place where luxury is more important than any other thing. It's the place to flaunt your richness, to show everybody that you have MONEY.

There are loads of things to do in Jakarta. It will be perfect if I'm a DJ, have my own place at the Da Vince Tower and own a ride. It will be really great. It's what I called live to work. I get to do what I like to do and get paid for it. Then I don't need the special someone.

Well, if I feel like kissing someone............ I will kiss someone. As easy and as simple as that.

I love to go out. But when you go out, you know you'll spend some money :S
And I know I spend loads of money for God-knows-what (I don't even know what I bought). Therefore I need a job.

For the meantime, I'm just gonna stay at home...