Creative

Some people just born with the gift to be different.

They feel in a different way.

They react in a different way.

They see in a different way.

They think in a different way.

They are different.

I am, somehow, jealous of creative people like them. I am really impressed by how they express their feeling. Everyone who see their creation could feel what they felt (or at least, I feel something by looking at their creation..it might not be the same feeling as theirs but I do feel something).

If only I could do the same...

All da best for all the artists out there =)

People got wrong

Have you ever been in a situation where people interpreted what you say wrongly? I have been in that kind of situation for more than you can imagine. Well, almost every time.

eg #1
I like to talk. I talk alot. I can talk about almost anything. I can even tell you about a-very-not-important-thing-and-it-is-not-my-freakin-business thing. Like... when I picked up a 10 cent coin in front of a vending machine, or when I see somebody who is wearing a same cloth as mine, or when I sit in front of the computer and the guy next to me is doing his assignment with a very funny face, or whatsoever thing that's happening around me...

I like to talk... And that is exactly when it comes to the part when someone said I talks about my friend too much because I wanted to show off about them living in LA. Ok... Something is absolutely wrong with that.

eg #2
I am an emotional person. I get angry easily too. However, I am not angry all the time. I like to fool around too. When you are joking with me, I am fine. Sometimes I will respond to your joke or I will just laugh and pretend that I am angry (still I cannot help not to smile).

But people always thought that I am angry and apologize for more than 100 times. Something is wrong...

eg #3
I like prefer sms than phone call because I have a habit to read all my messages again (especially at night). Hence.. I prefer sms. So, since sms is written instead of spoken, I cannot express whatever that I typed.

See... when I wanna say "Erm...not really, why asking?" in a soft and gentle way of asking, people interpreted it as "Not really!! WHY ASKING?!!! HUH??? WHAT?!!! WHY DID U ASK ME THAT, HUH!!!???"

Or when I wanna say "I am not angry. I might need some time, please. Maybe I cannot talk to you guys for a while because I need time to think." it become "What the fuck! I NEED freaKIN time. DO NOT TALK TO ME you FUCKERS!"

...
I am frustrated.


...
There are more examples for this. Seriously. I think it must be from me. I don't know how to fix it.

It sounds sexy

Seriously... I never know that Australian accent could sounds that sexy. I personally like guy with deep voice (mysterious type of voice). That makes them sound really sexy. Since Swinburne is from Australia, they have student exchange program. So, I have met few of Swinburners from Australia. I talked to them a lot. When I said a lot, I mean a lot which made me speak with Australian accent now (that is what people told me).

There is totally nothing wrong with it. I just never knew that Australian accent sounds sexy when it goes with guy's deep and mysterious voice. What the heck that I am talking about? I don't know. I used to like British accent because it sounds complicated and really 'English', do you get what I mean?

Maybe, any accent will do as long as the person's voice is deep and mysterious.
Again... what the heck that I am talking about?
I better sign off now. Cya all =p

Camwhoring and Pictures

I am sure most of the girls (I dont say everyone, but most of the girls) love to camwhore. You can see it from Facebook or Friendster profile. Normally girls will have picture which they took by themselves. Right?

So do I. I love to camwhore. I admit it. And of course, I chose the pictures that I want to post into the internet. What you see from my Facebook or Friendster profile are pictures that I think I look good in.

I can assure you that I do not look like what you see in the pictures. I never edit my pictures (no photoshop) but somehow I look different from the pictures. Am I right? For those who have seen my face, please leave me a comment.

Loads of people have complimented the way I look, I thanked them but I think they have been fooled by the pictures... Am I right? I seriously think I look different from the pictures...

I Can't Wait

I can't wait

I think of you
When the morning comes and the nighttime goes away (all day)
Don't you ever think that we won't be okay (no way)
There is nothing stopping me from loving you
Touching and rubbing and kissing and hugging you
What's this feeling taking over me
Baby that's love and it ain't no stopping it
I don't know as far as the eyes can see
Pick up the pace and it ain't no dropping it
Always forever I'll be by your side
You're my Bonnie I'm your Clyde
That's the way that its gonna be
I'm in love with you and you in love with me

(I can't wait)
Sit down and talk for a minute
Go outside and take a walk for a minute
It's you and me
(I can't wait)
Sit down and talk for a minute
Go outside and take a walk for a minute
It's you and me

(I can't wait)
I can't believe
That someone like you will love me endlessly (forever)
If this goes our way my love will always be (eternity)
You have set my mind my love my heart so free
Together forever however just you and me
What's this feeling taking over me
Baby that's love and it ain't no stopping it
I don't know as far as the eyes can see
Pick up the pace and it ain't no dropping it
Always forever I'll be by your side
You're my Bonnie I'm your Clyde
Cause that's the way that it's gonna be
I'm in love with you and you're in love with me

(I can't wait)
Sit down and talk for a minute
Go outside and take a walk for a minute
It's you and me
(I can't wait)
Sit down and talk for a minute
Go outside and take a walk for a minute
It's you and me

(I can't wait)
To have you right next to me
Here by my side
(I can't wait)
To kiss and caress you girl
While holding you tight
(I can't wait)
Can't imagine life without you
It just ain't right
(I can't wait)
I got a whole lot of loving
And you gonna get it tonight

(I can't wait)
Sit down and talk for a minute
Go outside and take a walk for a minute
It's you and me
(I can't wait)
Sit down and talk for a minute
Go outside and take a walk for a minute
It's you and me
I can't wait
I can't wait
I can't wait

by : Akon

Erm...

I think this is only a history now...

Im in my study mood...

and blogging mood as well. LoL

Alright. Since I have load of things goin on lately, suddenly I think I am in my study mood. I was doing my assignment yesterday. I got to excited and then I wrote more than I should. The essay was limited to 1500 words and I got 1507 words, excluding the references. I dont know what has got into me but I really am in my study mood.

Let's see if I still have my mood when I am doing my Artificial Intelligence assignment. Maybe you will hear me bangging my head to the wall every 1 minute.

Honestly, I think my course is kinda cool. Well, at least it sounds cool. Computer Science and Software Engineering. WHat I am worry about is my capability to cope with the chore. I aim quite high this semester. Well, I aim HIGH this semester to make my CGPA looks good later on.

*******
I can't wait to go to Singapore. I really wanna go there. I think I like the idea of me working there and grab a tea (I dont drink coffee) every morning before heading to work, walk to the MRT station and read the newspaper or any shit. That scene keep playing inside my head and suddenly I obsessed with it. Crap...

*******
"He", who is still running in my head, gave me another finger snap. *snap*
Shit... This cannot be hapenning... What the heck that he wants? Can he please just make the situation clear? Or if he does not want to make things clear, please just make his behaviour clear. If he wanna be nice to me, be nice all the time so I wouldnt trap in my mood swing. If he wanna be rude, please just be rude all the time (although I would not prefer that). What I am trying to say is... Please be clear. Erm...maybe not that... Please... Erm... Whatever...

I am a Student

What I am trying to say is that I am a student...

How busy can a student be?

Well...let me tell you how busy I am and you can either feel sorry for me or think I am such a bitch for talking all this shit.

So, yea...First off all I got the assignmentssss for sure. I am a good student (at least I am trying to since this is my last semester, but do you remember about me made a full attendance last semester? That was awsome).

The second thing is dance club. I am going to perform at Spring Mall again this coming Sunday. We performed before and it was really fun since before the performance we fool around and Wilson was doin his robot moves when we decided to put out bag ON him...

LoL. I think the management like it so yea... Here we are.

Performing again. We are going to perform something like what we did for Swinburne Grand Opening but a lil bit different in moves and also dancers. How long is the routine? 7:36 yea...short by 1 minute from the one before. At least it's not 8 minutes...

Another thing that appear to be on my schedule is... shooting. What the heck? Yea. So Nindya is doing her Digital Video and Audio subject which requires her to shoot and edit a movie (it can be a movie, advertisement, music video or whatsoever that you can think of).

So she asked me to be her actress. She is goin to make a movie without a conversation (yea...I like that). And my partner will be Udith. My shooting schedule is this coming Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Wish me luck everybody =)

Ferrero Rocher

Do you like chocolate? I do.
Do you know Ferrero Rocher?
I love this chocolate so much. I can forget about any diet shit and eat Ferrero Rocher every single day. If the price is not that expensive, I think Ferrero Rocher might become my daily food intake.

So, yea... I bought myself a little present on my birthday. If I am to wait for my prince charming to buy it for me, it might take me years... I cannot wait that long. I bought myself a...

lovely Ferrero Rocher bouquet =)... which cost me RM107
Ouch! But that's ok...

I heart it =)

Everywhere

He is everywhere.
I am not supposed to think of him anymore but he is everywhere and how am I supposed to ignore something which appears everywhere?
I sent him a message (again...which I shouldnt have).
I think I really should delete him from my memory. Does anybody know how to delete a particular thing from our memory. I dont have have that photographic memory shit but I still remember every inch of him.
What the heck is happening to me? What I know for sure is that I still in the same hole that I fell into long time ago. He just wont let me out from the hole. He even make it deeper. Sometimes I thought he wanted to let me go, but with a single finger snap, he had me into the hole again. He must be some sort of magician or I must be some sort of stupid asshole.

This can't continue any further. I might die inside the hole. I need air... I need to breath...
What am I talking about? I dont know.
I dont know...
I dont know what had happened to me

Buying Air Ticket Online

Here are some stories with tickets (not necessary to buy it online):

My brother and my Dad went somewhere and they miscalculated the time to check in for the next connecting flight. And the transit is at Hong Kong Airport. For your information, Hong Kong Airport is sooooo big that it needs one part of the land just for the airport. Please click here to imagine who tiring to walk through from one terminal to another.

So, they almost missed the flight. The plane has to wait for them. The flight was 5 minutes late to depart. All of the passenger must had been angry with them.

*******
My brother friend has bought his ticket to Singapore 5 months in advanced. The night before the flight, guess what did he see? His passport has expired...

*******
My friend was sleeping at home when the flight was boarding.

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Why am I telling all this shit?

I am going for holiday with my parents. The going flight will be on 28 December 2008 and coming back flight on 3 January 2009. Since it is kinda hard to find cheap ticket and I am sure the price will increase soon, I decided to buy the tickets as soon as possible.

I did. I bought the tickets on 30 August. Last Saturday.

The going flight will be 12.45 am and reached by 14.30. The next flight will be 16.05 ; something is wrong there. The coming back flight is 11.35 and reached by 15.30; something is absolutely not right.

And yea!!! I must had had it wrong. I thought 1.5 hours is enough to get to my next flight. Shit! I did not consider the security check, the immigration and also check-in time for the next flight! WHat the HeCk!!!!

I went to AirAsia ticket counter yesterday. In desperate need of help. I waited for so long for my turn. When I finally got my turn, I asked the lady if AirAsia could help us in transferring my luggage since my other flight is also AirAsia. The lady told me that AirAsia is point-to-point so they do not responsible for any connecting flight.

Alright... I am in trouble... Plan B.

In that case, I asked her if I could get an earlier flight. She told me to get the flight at 9 in the morning since 3 hours is very much recommended for connecting flight. So, yea...Why not...

That could not be done as well since we actually have to cancel the flight and get a new one. Yea, right...No refund! WHat the HeCk?!!

I am in BIG trouble... Plan C.
The only thing that I can do now is to get a small bag which can fit into the cabin.

However, eGie told me that there is a chech & change service that can be found on the web. Luckily I checked on that. I did made my changes. I need to pay extra charges tho... That's alright. I rather pay extra than have to missed the flight.

Learn from my mistake, everyone...

I miss

everything...Every single particle..

What the heck!

Shit!

I hate this kind of situation.

I miss

the Hug...
Seriously...

I miss

the Hug...

Like A Star

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind...

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...Your love

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand...

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you...

We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind...
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

by: Corinne Bailey Rae