My Friend

I just read ishtar (I call her Miss Summer in this blog) blog. And..suddenly I feel so sad. She has a good friend. Miss Sach will always with her. Will my friend stay with me? Wait a second. I dun have one...

Now, I wanna mention all da names... In this post only.
One day, there were only 2 of us at home (Egie and me) and then she told me that she talked to Liea. She told me that she had a chat with Liea to clear everything. Like...what she doesnt like about Liea and Ratna for always going to Jelutong (my friends house) and always come home late. Egie afraid they will left us... Just like my friend Shasha.

Then Egie told me their conversation:
Egie: don't u feel sorry for Har (me)?
Liea: ...
Egie: Ratna and her are no longer close to each other... I tried my best to accompany her. Coz I know she cannot ask u or Ratna to accompany her...
Liea: *cry*

Then reality hits me... Im all alone... Im alone. Egie was right... Im alone...Then I cried...

For Ratna, it's her and Liea and jelutong's resident...For Liea, it's 4 of us... For Egie, it's 4 of us...
For me? I don't know...

Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween 31 October 2007 =)

Im broken hearted...

I was walking with my mom and dad...
and then...
my mom fell down...
Im broken hearted...
Can I replace her? Let me fell...

...
Im so sad...
I feel so bad...
=(

Perfume

This is DKNY Be Delicious, my first perfume. I like it sooo much. It really smells like an apple. Actually Im not a perfume lover but I love this one. So, my perfume-holic start with this perfume. I use it for like 8 months and then I think I should get a new one before I finish this DKNY to the end...

So I get this one. It is 212 Carolina Herrera. It smells so calm and soft. I just love it. I LOVE it.

And same thing happening so I need to get a new one (again). What is my choice? It is CK One Summer. But they dun have the picture in the CK website. I didnt take the picture of it as well. So here is the picture from the web. I like this perfume. It has unique smell. It is masculine and feminine at the same time.

My wishlist (perfume only) is:
*Spring by Issey Miyake
*Armani Code
and most of all (perfume from my husband)= Intimately Beckham

I've changed... Alot...

into a bad person...

It is a mess

Today I have 2 meetings. The first one will be the meeting of the dance club and the second one will be the meeting with the final project group. And it absolutely gave me a headache... I feel like crying. I think this is because too much ego in me...

I dun wan people to think that we are not capable of doing any performances.
I dun wan them to think that we are greedy for asking any money for the performances...
I dun wan to ruin the club image...(which has been ruined last time).
I dunno what to do next...

I feel like want to cry...
Sob...
I still have my last mask on the face... Smile... and I dun think can put this mask one for a long time...

Slap

I had a presentation just now... 1 minutes ago... It was not good. Me, as a leader, was suck. I almost fall from my confident level. I almost cannot keep my confident mask on. My strong mask almost fall down.

It is raining... It explains everything in my mind...