Inspired by Kenny Sia who wrote his life story in his blog. I think, why not... It's a good idea. So I could look back and cherish the bad and the good. And I think, since I will talk a lot about one specific guy, I should start from elementary school. When I met him.
It was around May 1999. I was preparing for the final exam to pass elementary school. I joined this course which designed specially to prepare the students for the exam.
Since my Dad is a very discipline person. He is always on time. And, he was on time with my schedule as well. I was the first to arrive... always the first. Maybe he did not want me to miss anything. When the teacher came into the class, he would give us one set of question each. He gave us time to do it and then he would discuss it later. There was this boy... he was late... in fact, he was never on time. He only showed up when the teacher started the discussion session. I cannot help not to notice him.
He was a standard boy. Nothing was really special about him. He was not that tall, his skin was kinda pale, eyeglasses... And always late. Ok...
And then when I was done with the course... he was forgotten. Little that I know, that boy right there... would be someone that I could never forget.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
The Clock is TICKING
I am at my low point of life.
I am not able to find a job. The problem is not in the company. The problem is me. I do not think I am capable of doing anything. I must try, I know. I just cannot find the guts to do so. Sometimes, I really wish that I could go abroad and earn big bucks. I am just jealous with the life of the sex and the city girls. Aren't that great? Single, Success and Sexy. 3S. I think Im aiming for 3S now.
I just can't help myself to think about that kind of life. They love what they do. And I don't like what I am doing. I don't see myself as a known programmer. I just don't see that... Should I be doing something else?
Why am I posting this things here? I have no idea either. I just need to pour it out I think.
Anyway, how was your Valentine? Hope that was great.
I am not able to find a job. The problem is not in the company. The problem is me. I do not think I am capable of doing anything. I must try, I know. I just cannot find the guts to do so. Sometimes, I really wish that I could go abroad and earn big bucks. I am just jealous with the life of the sex and the city girls. Aren't that great? Single, Success and Sexy. 3S. I think Im aiming for 3S now.
I just can't help myself to think about that kind of life. They love what they do. And I don't like what I am doing. I don't see myself as a known programmer. I just don't see that... Should I be doing something else?
Why am I posting this things here? I have no idea either. I just need to pour it out I think.
Anyway, how was your Valentine? Hope that was great.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
The Most Terrible Blogger Ever
And that person is me. How can I abandoned my blog for so long?
Loads of things had happened around me. And Im dying to put it here. I think it will be very reasonable for me to begin with December 2008...
December 2008
doesnt the name just screams "holiday" all over it? I mean, Christmas falls on it. New Years Eve falls on this month too. School holiday (it's obvious), and my friends birthday falls on this month too. Last but not least, December also the time for everyone to loosen the tension that has wrapping their mind and spend some time with their family... and that's exactly what I did.
I went travelling with Egie and Titin. I never thought that we would really have done it. Mostly, people ended up with plans and never get the chance to make it happen. But we did. We went to Singapore, Thailand and KL. How's dat? Pretty impresive I must say.
Once I got back from the trip, I went to HongKong with my family. All of them. My dad, my mom, my sis, my bro, my sis-in-law, my grandma. That was really fun.
*I promise I will upload pictures once I got them.
January 2009
Right. January. It's 2009 now. It's the perfect time to start whatever your goal is. Just like me. I had been upside down dealt with my brother's website. I wanted it, so bad, to be perfect. Yet I just couldnt. I was so depressed.
Despite of all the bad news... I got my result in middle of the month. Guess what? I had my name extended. It's Haryati Sugianto BSc. now. Oh dear... HAHAHAHAHA... Im sorry. Im still excited about it. Not just that... It was my dad's happiest moment (that was what he told me). I make my parents proud. That's all I need.
Now that I have to find JOB... Im not that confident with what I am.
February 2009
No doubt. Chinese New Year was around the corner. I was busy with the cleaning and helped my mom with the decoration and all. My dad was busy working so he couldnt help us. I turned out very nice. We were very busy druing the first two days. My mom was exhausted. So was my dad.
My sister came back for research. We went to Singkawang. I helped her to handed out the papers and answered few questions. There were so innocent looking. And they WERE innocent. That was funny. I will get back to this when I remember.
What has been bugging my mind lately is that... My sister's behaviour is getting on my nerves. She has been acting childish. I have been wondering if she loves my dad more. Or maybe she only loves herself. Whenever my mom say something, she would just react as necessary. And she always talk back as if my mom has done the biggest mistake ever! That is just so disrespectful!
Somehow I just keep quite... No.. I had been quite. But not today. My mom wanted to buy us something for lunch. We asked for Pecel (well, if you wanna know what that is, just google it. K?). She wanted it to be with noodle and NOT glass noodle. So, they ran out of noodle hence they mixed it with some glass noodle. Nothing's wrong with it, does it? but NOT for HER! She said "what was he thinking? It's like what? A pig who eats mixed food?" WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with her? Did she really need to say that? Was that necessary? If you dont want it, well, JUST SAID SO. There is no need to say pig or whatsoever. HEI! I EAT THAT... I EAT THE FUCKIN MIXED FOOD!!!! SO what does it make me? A PIG???!!!! YOU ARE SO FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE!!
I was so jealous because she succeed in her work. She is a straight A student. However, if she acts like that? There is exactly no point for me to be jealous.
Happy Valentine's Day Everyone.
Loads of things had happened around me. And Im dying to put it here. I think it will be very reasonable for me to begin with December 2008...
December 2008
doesnt the name just screams "holiday" all over it? I mean, Christmas falls on it. New Years Eve falls on this month too. School holiday (it's obvious), and my friends birthday falls on this month too. Last but not least, December also the time for everyone to loosen the tension that has wrapping their mind and spend some time with their family... and that's exactly what I did.
I went travelling with Egie and Titin. I never thought that we would really have done it. Mostly, people ended up with plans and never get the chance to make it happen. But we did. We went to Singapore, Thailand and KL. How's dat? Pretty impresive I must say.
Once I got back from the trip, I went to HongKong with my family. All of them. My dad, my mom, my sis, my bro, my sis-in-law, my grandma. That was really fun.
*I promise I will upload pictures once I got them.
January 2009
Right. January. It's 2009 now. It's the perfect time to start whatever your goal is. Just like me. I had been upside down dealt with my brother's website. I wanted it, so bad, to be perfect. Yet I just couldnt. I was so depressed.
Despite of all the bad news... I got my result in middle of the month. Guess what? I had my name extended. It's Haryati Sugianto BSc. now. Oh dear... HAHAHAHAHA... Im sorry. Im still excited about it. Not just that... It was my dad's happiest moment (that was what he told me). I make my parents proud. That's all I need.
Now that I have to find JOB... Im not that confident with what I am.
February 2009
No doubt. Chinese New Year was around the corner. I was busy with the cleaning and helped my mom with the decoration and all. My dad was busy working so he couldnt help us. I turned out very nice. We were very busy druing the first two days. My mom was exhausted. So was my dad.
My sister came back for research. We went to Singkawang. I helped her to handed out the papers and answered few questions. There were so innocent looking. And they WERE innocent. That was funny. I will get back to this when I remember.
What has been bugging my mind lately is that... My sister's behaviour is getting on my nerves. She has been acting childish. I have been wondering if she loves my dad more. Or maybe she only loves herself. Whenever my mom say something, she would just react as necessary. And she always talk back as if my mom has done the biggest mistake ever! That is just so disrespectful!
Somehow I just keep quite... No.. I had been quite. But not today. My mom wanted to buy us something for lunch. We asked for Pecel (well, if you wanna know what that is, just google it. K?). She wanted it to be with noodle and NOT glass noodle. So, they ran out of noodle hence they mixed it with some glass noodle. Nothing's wrong with it, does it? but NOT for HER! She said "what was he thinking? It's like what? A pig who eats mixed food?" WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with her? Did she really need to say that? Was that necessary? If you dont want it, well, JUST SAID SO. There is no need to say pig or whatsoever. HEI! I EAT THAT... I EAT THE FUCKIN MIXED FOOD!!!! SO what does it make me? A PIG???!!!! YOU ARE SO FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE!!
I was so jealous because she succeed in her work. She is a straight A student. However, if she acts like that? There is exactly no point for me to be jealous.
Happy Valentine's Day Everyone.
Friday, November 21, 2008
Wok oh work...
Fuck.
I am as scared as a little puppy-who-are-going-to-be-asked-to-eat-hot-dog...
First of all I wanna congratz my Darling, Ratna because she just found a JOB!!!!! Yeaaaaaaaa!
I am waiting for her first salary and her treat. LoL.
She's gonna work at Jakarta in da Frisian Flag company...in...finance department? Im kinda confused too but I will call her tonight and she will explain everything to us (sounds like a interrogation yea?).
Then...all of a sudden...I freaked out. How am I supposed to find a job? With my zero experience, low CGPA, and all those shits? Owh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Alright...I just need to say this somewhere coz I freaked out. Seriously... I will be alright in 2 hours or so. But for now. I really need to say it out...
Ps: exam coming soon. I will update blog after my exam... (promise =D)
I am as scared as a little puppy-who-are-going-to-be-asked-to-eat-hot-dog...
First of all I wanna congratz my Darling, Ratna because she just found a JOB!!!!! Yeaaaaaaaa!
I am waiting for her first salary and her treat. LoL.
She's gonna work at Jakarta in da Frisian Flag company...in...finance department? Im kinda confused too but I will call her tonight and she will explain everything to us (sounds like a interrogation yea?).
Then...all of a sudden...I freaked out. How am I supposed to find a job? With my zero experience, low CGPA, and all those shits? Owh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Alright...I just need to say this somewhere coz I freaked out. Seriously... I will be alright in 2 hours or so. But for now. I really need to say it out...
Ps: exam coming soon. I will update blog after my exam... (promise =D)
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Truth About Love...
I received an email from my friend. It was da please-forward type of email but I think I really should put it here...
To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it exludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person'...
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...
To My Friends Who Are.............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry' .
Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here'.
Not 'how could you', but 'I understand'.
Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are'.
To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.
To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.
To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else.
But it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.
To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....
TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it exludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person'...
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...
To My Friends Who Are.............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry' .
Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here'.
Not 'how could you', but 'I understand'.
Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are'.
To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.
To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.
To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else.
But it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.
To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....
TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Westmoore Thriller Diller House Party '08
Deans 24th time around the sun...
Will update more pictures...Soon =p
Will update more pictures...Soon =p
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Just DANCE!!!
I am so into one of her song right now.
JUST DANCE
Red One, Konvict
Gaga, oh-oh-eh
I've had a little bit too much, much
All of the people start to rush, start to rush by
How does he twist the dance? Can't find a drink, oh man
Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone
What's going on on the floor?
I love this record but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool. What's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright
Just dance. It's gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just j-j-just dance
Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh
How'd I turn my shirt inside out, inside out right
Control your position babe, roses have thorns they say
And we're all getting hosted tonight, oh oh oh-oh
What's going on on the floor?
I love this record but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool. What's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright
Just dance. It's gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just j-j-just dance
When I come through on the dance floor checkin' out that catalog
Can't believe my eyes, so many women without a flaw
And I ain't gon' give it up, steady tryin' to pick it up like a car
I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex and do it until tomorr' yeah
Shawty I can see that you got so much energy
The way you twirlin' up them hips 'round and 'round
And now there's no reason at all why you can't leave here with me
In the meantime stay and let me watch you break it down
And dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance. It's gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just j-j-just dance
Woo, let's go!
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blurprint electronic
Go! Use you muscle, carve it out, work it hustle
I got it, just stay close enought to get it
Don't slow! Drive it, clean it, lights out, bleed it
Spend the lesto (I got it)
In your pocko (I got it)
Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance. It's gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just j-j-just dance
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