Holiday... Mayb...

Well, here I go again everyone.
Im having my holiday, chillin at hometown, and having fun wif my girl frens.
And, what else? Im goin to Bali on the 13 July wif my sister. Well, I may look like somekind of paranoid or watever, but since I heard the news about one of the Indonesian plane crash into pieces... Im not really feel safe on my flight later. Oh my God. Please... Bless me...

Im excited about this holiday bcoz Im gonna do loads of fun things... Like... (I didnt tell my parent about this one) Bungee Jumping. And, Bali... Im gonna but loads of things. Oh my God. Im like.. so excited. I hope I wont be a chicken when Im about to jump and then change my mind and then I go back to Jakarta. It's pathetic.

And of course... Im not really in da mood to have fun. Why? It's becoz on the 23 July, da ($$">*%^&#@!)&%^&%&(($$#@ result is out....and I dun have a gud feeling about this one... Please... Wish me luckkkk =(

Final Exam is KILLING me

This is the second last (or mayb the last) post about exam... I promise..

I just cannot stop thinking about the final exam thing. It' s like everywhere... Im so afraid of the paper. Why? I should be cool with it since I've learning that subject for the whole semester. Right? Right? And, should I have a kiasu thingy? Huh? Im so deperate...

First Exam

Ehem... So, I think I will still update the blog. Haha...
Today is my first exam paper. How was my test? I dont know. I can pass (I guess). That is good enough for me. Lousy me.

Tomorrow Im going to have another exam. That subject is killing me you know... Well, I just wish all the best for me for the Wednesday paper. I HAVE to pass that subject in order to do my final project. See? Wish me luck ya... Im so worry about that.

Maybe some people say "why do you need to worry so much about you mark?". Hey, It is different. You are who you are. I am me. It is totally different. It is a different thing. For me, my result is very important. I have a BIG goal that I want to achieve. And I need a good mark for it. I NEED it. Sigh... Please wish me luck...

BCareful

Ok.. I knw I said I won't update the blog so early but I caught in a totally boring situation. I need something to cure my boredom... So, here I am again. Hehe..

Ok, so it's like this, yesterday, I was walking back to the library back from the toilet. There was this guy, lets call him Mr.A, standing near the door and was talking with his friends. This is what I heard: (forgive me if I type the mandarin wrongly... I dunno how to type the mandarin)

Mr.A : "kan ma? ni yao join dancesport club ha?" (why? u wanna join dancesport club?)

As the President of Swinburne DanceSport Club, I was attracted by the "dancesport club" so I look at him for a while, thought he wanna say something to me or anything... But no... There was only silence and a shock face... Alright... So he didnt mean to talk to me. He say that accidentally. Fine... And he was shock because he did not expect me (the president) to be there. So I just walked away... What the hall?

Hey man, next time if you want to say something bad about my club or anything, please do it carefully or you can just tell me straight away. Ok? Cya next time Sir...

Study Break and Final Exam

Hello all readers (if there's any). There will be no update for this blog until the next 2 weeks. Please bear with me this one time. I will face my exam next week. I hope I can pass everything smoothly. Alright. Cya all soon =)

ps: I promise. I will post lots of fun stuff instead of the sad thoughts like my previous post. k? =p

Will You Look for Me?

I keep asking myself 1 question...
Do they need me? How about escaping? Something like disapearing myself?
Hm... =
I don't think so =p

Regret...

Have you ever feel so sorry for something in your whole life? I DO. And that is... disappoint my parents... What I've done? If only I could turn back time.. I would have study harder... I would have do all my revision everyday, everytime, every second...

Now Im sitting here... at 4 am... early in the morning... no... i dun wake up early... I havent sleep yet. What am I doin? I am doin my assignment which will due in 8 hours. And, the best part is... I dun even know how to do it yet... Congratz me please???!

My friends are sleeping... forgetting their problem for a while... then soon will wake up full of tension... Feeling guilty for sleeping. How is dat sound?

My mother is here. I feel like wanna cry out loud in front of her. Tell her dat Im weak, tell her dat I wan her, tell her dat I failed.......... no... i cannot tell her... So, I just keep strong instead. And, wat do I get now? Im crying for myself. All by myself... Crying...

I just wan to be strong... to be tough... So I wore a mask that makes me strong... Now I wan to live without that mask, yet, Im still strong...