People got wrong

Have you ever been in a situation where people interpreted what you say wrongly? I have been in that kind of situation for more than you can imagine. Well, almost every time.

eg #1
I like to talk. I talk alot. I can talk about almost anything. I can even tell you about a-very-not-important-thing-and-it-is-not-my-freakin-business thing. Like... when I picked up a 10 cent coin in front of a vending machine, or when I see somebody who is wearing a same cloth as mine, or when I sit in front of the computer and the guy next to me is doing his assignment with a very funny face, or whatsoever thing that's happening around me...

I like to talk... And that is exactly when it comes to the part when someone said I talks about my friend too much because I wanted to show off about them living in LA. Ok... Something is absolutely wrong with that.

eg #2
I am an emotional person. I get angry easily too. However, I am not angry all the time. I like to fool around too. When you are joking with me, I am fine. Sometimes I will respond to your joke or I will just laugh and pretend that I am angry (still I cannot help not to smile).

But people always thought that I am angry and apologize for more than 100 times. Something is wrong...

eg #3
I like prefer sms than phone call because I have a habit to read all my messages again (especially at night). Hence.. I prefer sms. So, since sms is written instead of spoken, I cannot express whatever that I typed.

See... when I wanna say "Erm...not really, why asking?" in a soft and gentle way of asking, people interpreted it as "Not really!! WHY ASKING?!!! HUH??? WHAT?!!! WHY DID U ASK ME THAT, HUH!!!???"

Or when I wanna say "I am not angry. I might need some time, please. Maybe I cannot talk to you guys for a while because I need time to think." it become "What the fuck! I NEED freaKIN time. DO NOT TALK TO ME you FUCKERS!"

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I am frustrated.


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There are more examples for this. Seriously. I think it must be from me. I don't know how to fix it.

Buying Air Ticket Online

Here are some stories with tickets (not necessary to buy it online):

My brother and my Dad went somewhere and they miscalculated the time to check in for the next connecting flight. And the transit is at Hong Kong Airport. For your information, Hong Kong Airport is sooooo big that it needs one part of the land just for the airport. Please click here to imagine who tiring to walk through from one terminal to another.

So, they almost missed the flight. The plane has to wait for them. The flight was 5 minutes late to depart. All of the passenger must had been angry with them.

*******
My brother friend has bought his ticket to Singapore 5 months in advanced. The night before the flight, guess what did he see? His passport has expired...

*******
My friend was sleeping at home when the flight was boarding.

*******
Why am I telling all this shit?

I am going for holiday with my parents. The going flight will be on 28 December 2008 and coming back flight on 3 January 2009. Since it is kinda hard to find cheap ticket and I am sure the price will increase soon, I decided to buy the tickets as soon as possible.

I did. I bought the tickets on 30 August. Last Saturday.

The going flight will be 12.45 am and reached by 14.30. The next flight will be 16.05 ; something is wrong there. The coming back flight is 11.35 and reached by 15.30; something is absolutely not right.

And yea!!! I must had had it wrong. I thought 1.5 hours is enough to get to my next flight. Shit! I did not consider the security check, the immigration and also check-in time for the next flight! WHat the HeCk!!!!

I went to AirAsia ticket counter yesterday. In desperate need of help. I waited for so long for my turn. When I finally got my turn, I asked the lady if AirAsia could help us in transferring my luggage since my other flight is also AirAsia. The lady told me that AirAsia is point-to-point so they do not responsible for any connecting flight.

Alright... I am in trouble... Plan B.

In that case, I asked her if I could get an earlier flight. She told me to get the flight at 9 in the morning since 3 hours is very much recommended for connecting flight. So, yea...Why not...

That could not be done as well since we actually have to cancel the flight and get a new one. Yea, right...No refund! WHat the HeCk?!!

I am in BIG trouble... Plan C.
The only thing that I can do now is to get a small bag which can fit into the cabin.

However, eGie told me that there is a chech & change service that can be found on the web. Luckily I checked on that. I did made my changes. I need to pay extra charges tho... That's alright. I rather pay extra than have to missed the flight.

Learn from my mistake, everyone...

What a Wannabe

Have you ever met a wannabe before? A wannabe is a person who is trying to be somebody he is not. There is no problem with that, but wannabes are the person who are trying too hard and do not want to admit that he is not the person he wanted to be. Seriously, I think most of you know what does wannabe means. Google it if you do not know (don't tell me you don't know how to use google).

There is a wannabe at Swinburne (there are loads of them but I just wanna talk about this particular one). His name is Je**y. Yea, so the wannabe is a HE. What the heck... We went clubbin last Saturday. He was there with us (which made me realize that he should not be there). I am not trying to say I am a pro or whatsoever, but I drink a lot, so at least I know names and types and all. If I dont, I wont pretend that I am because that is just wrong and you will eventually embarrass yourself when you are actually wrong... just like this Je**y guy.

Embarrass moment #1
We were at Ipanema and the waiter was there waiting for our order. Daniel was aking if Tequila is ok. Guess what did he say... "I dont drink wine". HAHAHAHAHA. What the heck? Tequila is not wine you wannabe! He said that because of 2 reason: he wanted to sound cool by saying "wine", and he is a wannabe. Hahahahahahaha...

Embarrass moment #2
We were shaking the stress off at SoHo when he said to Am* : "do you want to have a one night stand with me?" HUH?! Excuse ME?! WHat the fuck? Please... Be REAL. Although she wanna fuck, can you really handle her? Please... Please... You are a true wannabe (ps: he asked her 3 times!!)

Embarrass moment #3
He was trying to make us laugh by telling a not-funny-at-all joke. Since we didnt laugh at all, he said "Ow.. Im drunk". Great! Half bottle of Heineken and you drunk? I thought you said that you know how to drink? Ha.Ha.Ha. Again... Mr. Wannabe... Try not to make me puke. Thank you

Embarrass moment #4
He was really annoying so we decided to play a lil bit. He was supposed to join us with Yasser's car but while he was walking to the car, Nair asked him if he was sure that he was with us. When he went to check with Daniel, we got into the car, started it and went away. HAHAHAHAHAHA. That was really FUN! He was running and chasing us like nobody's business. That was FUN! (btw, does this counted as an embarrassing moment? erm...let me think... OF COURSE!!! HAHAHAHA)... We turned around to fetch him after Daniel called. But still, that was fun.

PS: Remember I was performing at tHe Spring Mall Kuching? click here to check out the video and click here for the opening dance of Dance Party - Take It To The Streets

I Hate Police

If you ask me why I hate them before last Friday, I would have said that I hate them without any specific reason. But... NOW. After that freakin Friday... I truly hate them.

I was as Ipanema with my friends from Dance Club for a drink and dance. Everything went well, we had our drink (not me, since the doctor said I shouldnt drink for a meanwhile) and we off to Soho to drop it like it's hot. After the tiring dance session, we went back to Ipanema for another round of drink and my friends (you wont see their names here) were... making out. Ok...

Again, OK... That was the hot, horny type of making out. Feel kinda awkward, me and Nair went outside. I met Tom. And, since Nair didnt feel comfortable with them, we walked away. And Nair suggested that we walked through Grappa from the front door and out from the back door. I was kinda hesitated but I agreed at last.

Guess what happened? Once we were about to get out from the club, the police officer told us to stay inside. WTF? Again, WTF? Nair asked me to run as fast as I can and guess what? Both exits has been closed. That was a perfect ambush. I fucking hate them. All that I can do was sitting with few Swinburners. The police took our IDs. I hate them. The press was just in front of the club. I hate them. Then they called us one by one and brought us to police station. I hate them. We had to take urine test. I HATE THEM.

I didnt take it thou since they just returned my ID and I could go home. I know that they were just doing their job, but really, can they make it faster and more efficient? Do they really need to take everyone to police station? I felt humiliated since I did nothing wrong (or should I feel relax since I did nothing wrong?).

My high heels were killing me. I couldnt sit because there were no chair and I was wearing a kinda-short dress. Great. They let us go at 3am. We were far away from the club (where Nair's car parked). We took the cab which cost us RM15. I absolutely hate them.

it happened again

People should learn from their mistake. But seems like it doesnt apply to me. I keep doing the wrong thing again and again. I fall into the same hole over and over again.

Last time, when I had a problem (from now on I should called it challanges) and finally got myself out of it, I promise to myself not to do that again. It is easy to say, but it is HARD to do. For a one single mistake, I have done it again for the third times. Nope. Not the second time. It's the third time. Look, I never mean to do something bad to anyone (unless I am in my evil mode), but somehow, I still hurt someone.

It is better for me not to mention any names here. The first time I talked to my friends about the problem, I did promise to myself not to do it again. The second time it happened to me, I did promise for the second time that I would never do it again. The third time... I havent promise myself yet. But I think I should make a vow instead.

Everyone has a problem with their habit. And mine is: doing mistake unintentionally. No matter what... It will always happen... So, if you think that I've offended you, please let me know. K? And, if I do it again, just let me know (again) =.=

dats why people call it FALLING in Love

I think from all the person that I know... Im the only one who can fall in love as easy as I turn my head...

I fell in love when a guy is nice to me (although he is nice to evryone)
I fell in love when a guy do something sweet to me (although it meant nothing to him)
I fell in love when a guy make me laugh off my tears (although he just dun wanna see people cry)
I fell in love when a guy is smart (although that's the way he is)
I fell in love when I feel like it...

Alright? See? I fell in love as easy as that. Anyone can suggest anything that I can do to stop this kind of behaviour?

And after IoLa told me that she always fell in love with a guy that she knew she couldnt get... It came to my mind that I always fell in love in a guy that I already know that he doesnt like me. See the pattern herE? =.=

Family and Money

Every family has problem. I agree with dat. Even one individual has their own problems. The problem in my family will always around money and it always connected to the problem from my mother side. I pity her. She felt so not right by asking money from my dad. I can understand how she feels but y dad gave that money wif pleasure. He is a Sagittarius man anyway.

I absolutely feel sorry for my grandma (from my mom) as (almost) all of her children are useless. Start from her first son, he is sick himself. How can she expect anything come from him? My dad paid his hospital fee, remember?
Her second child is my mom. Clear enough that all the money she spent came from my mom (or to be exact, my dad).
Her third child, my mom’s sister… No, she has her own family to worry about since she’s not dat rich either.
Her fourth child, oh my… It will be very complicated for me to explain his family. The point is, NO HOPE.
Her youngest child, she was such a lovely daughter. She died because of cancer.

Now what? Everything comes from my family. And my grandma, for being old and forgetful, blames my mom for nothing. I dun understand what she is thinking. And my mom pissed, for sure. She has done nothing wrong but now she is the one to blame? She is stressed enough with the entire problem caused by her siblings. Now she is the one to blame? Why is that?

Money seems to be a BIG problem. I must thank the God that my dad has enough money to sent me to school. But still, being so disgraceful, I didn’t study well. Im not a gud daughter.

Indonesia

Indonesia. Im Indonesian. I hate Indonesia.

Well, first of all, I never understand why should Indonesian people are so racist. The most racist thing that you can see is between Chinese and Indonesian (no matter what other races). Seems like being Chinese is something dirty and they should be terminated from earth. I just don’t get it. What is wrong with them?

December 6, 2007. Pontianak – Indonesia, my hometown which seems far from the TV news since Pontianak is quite calm (although not that calm), suddenly out of nowhere, a riot came up. It was ONLY because of a small accident between (again) Chinese and local people. I don’t exactly know what had happened between them. However, as a grown up, couldn’t they just solve it wisely? They are grown ups for Gods sake. They are older than me. I am very sure that they still have brain in their head. If there was anything wrong, I am very sure that they could just bring it up to the police or even they could case it to the court if they wish.

Instead! They chose to smash people’s car, hit on the resident’s house window. And, yes, you guessed it right. They were Chinese people’s house. Wonderful, yeah? Stupid people doing stupid thing. They are idiot. They are nothing more than trash. They are shit. They have no brain. Animals are smarter than them. MotherFucker!

This is not the first time. Last time there was this quarrel between 2 races. Dayak and Melayu. When I found the link about the news, I will put it here. That was really really scary...

I am not saying this because I am Chinese. No. I am talking about this now because I am sick of them! They are really-really stupid. Oh my~… I am sorry to all readers for saying bad words here. But I can’t control my emotion now. If you could not stand this post, please just close this window. I promise I will write something in the next post.

Secondly, I hate Indonesian for being so uncontrollable. Does Indonesia have any rules? Yea, we do. Does Indonesia have any police? Yea, we do. Does Indonesiannn ever obey any rules? Hell no! Does Indonesiannn ever help the government in any way? Fuck no! All they know is just fuck themselves. All they know is fucking complaint. And keep doing the fucking riot. And just keep fucking people’s daughter. And just keep ignoring the fucking rule! Shit!

Look at our neighbor. Malaysia. It is so close, yet so different. Malaysian will not bother for having Chinese around them. They even have Indian in their country. And they appreciate them. See? Why can’t Indonesia act like Malaysian? I think I agree with the “Malaysia is truly Asia” statement after all. It is so peaceful. They even have Indian temple there. Isn’t it nice? They respect other races. You could find Indian restaurant, Chinese restaurant, and… what even shocking, they have Indonesian cuisine! I love that. I love that. I LOVE THAT. They are so friendly.

Thirdly, I pity our President. He is so tired, I can assure. He needs help, not other than the Indonesian people themselves. From me and from my other Indonesian fellow.

Fourthly, I hate Indonesian teenager for being so wild and fuck every guy they see. They even use drugs, what’s more? They sell it as well. That is super great, yea?

I do not think any of my friend would come to Indonesia after all of these scary thing happening around Indonesia... =(

But…
However…

I am proud of Indonesian culture. The fact that Indonesian people respects the older people. The fact that Indonesian people respects the marriage by staying virgin until they married to one they loved. I love these simple cultures from Indonesia but those people just do not get it.

Loads of people love Indonesian language. Why don’t we? I am currently studying in Malaysia and loads of Malaysian told me that they like Indonesian language. They like the way it sounds. They said Indonesian language is cute. And most of them love Indonesian music as well. That is something we can be proud of. Those guys (the group band) could bring up the word 'Indonesia' to the world. Again... That is something that we can be proud of. Not something like the riot.

I love Indonesia for its uniqueness. Its food... Yea, talking about food. There are loads of nice food in Indonesia. That is why I am so chubby =p. Especially in my hometown. You can find variety of food in my lovely small hometown. There is street full of people selling foods (but I do not think they are open now since they are so afraid of the riot thingy).

Last but not least...
I love Indonesia, for having a city like Bali. It is just lovely, being in such a calming town. Bali makes us feel like as if we are in the fairytale. It almost seems not real to me. The beach, the sun, the people, the temple, are sooooooo beautiful. I wish I could just stay in the beach doing nothing. Surf and then sit, and then surf again. I will post about my holiday at Bali last July. I can assure that you will love Bali =)
Because I do...
And I still do...
And I always will...

Let's hope Indonesia will get better...So they won't hurt my lovely hometown, Bali and any other places in Indonesia. Hate to admit it but...I love Indonesia...

Exam Again

What lahhhhhh???
Oh no...Another exam is coming. Every semester I will have this moment. Exam syndrome moment. When this syndrome come, I will cry, and then cry and cry and cry and eat. See? This is a very very bad syndrome here....

Sigh...Have nothing to say. Just trying to do something to distract my urge to cry =(

Love Letter update

So, about my love letter, I have attend the counselling session with Miss Winnie. So, I did tell her about my reasons. Now, I need to study hard for this subject because I cannot fail this subject. They will kick me out from Swinburne. And that is NOT funny.

I will not fail...
NO WAY

Unsatisfactory Attendance

See? What the hell?
Yea, I got the love letter (unsatisfactory attendance letter) from Swinburne. Anyway, Im quite ok with dat since I know I never showed up in that class. I just hate dat class. I think I've wasted my parents money there... Im sorry Dad, Im sorry Mom....
T.T

Here is what the letter says:

It has come to our attention that your class attendance for this smester is unsatisfactory in the following subject/s:
HIT3002 Introcduction to Artificial Intelligence

You are hereby reminded that it is a condition of the issuance of your Student Pass/Visa by the Immigration authority that you be a 'genuine' student and that you must show that your attendance in class is satisfactory.

Attendance for International students is important because if the attendance is unsatisfacroty for the matter will be reported for non-attendance in accordance with the Malaysian Government/Immigration requirements.

The university will have the right to send the student back to his/her home country and the university will not renew the student's visa should they fail the final examinations.

I am referring you to the Counselo, Mdm Minnie Wong who will arrange with you a suitable time for a counsellings session.

Ok...So now Im in a dangerous mode. They cannot just kick me out from the school. That is insane. Im in my final year and Im doing my final project now. They cannot ask me to get out from here. I hope it will be alright.

My counselling session will be tomorrow 9am with Mdm Winnie Wong. She is a nice woman. I hope she will not make it hard for me. Sigh~~~

What am I going to say? I think I will just tell the truth.
"I am interested in the subject, indeed. However, I am sorry that I have to say this, I do not like it when the lecturer explains about the theory. I found it boring. I do come to the tutorial though; and I do the assignment. You can refer to my group member for this. I admit in the first half of the semester, I did not go. As for the last few weeks, I did not attend the classes because I was injured and was not able to walk properly. I went to Normah hospital which is quite far from school. Sometimes I could not make it to class. I know I should not do this. If I really want to finish my degree, I should obey the rules and also attend the classes. I will not do it again. If I do, you can kick me out."

It's about USING and being USED

So, yea...Im angry at *crush* fren...(let's call him Mr.NR).
I promised to buy NR pisang keju from Gamelan. But it was raining and then the others decided to go to Rasa-Rasa (which changed to Lam's Place instead). Si I told him to change the date to the day after (today). And he gave me a you-are-a-bitch look and say "Let's see who's there". I think I knw why. It's because he thinks that I want to be his friend because he is *crush*'s friend. Cmon! As*hole!

I hate that look and then I told him to stop that or else I would get mad. Do you know what he did? He kept on doing that. So FINE! I am angry. I left him and I walked to the hostel.He did send me messages...But let's not talk about that. The point is I was angry.

Finally we went to Lam's Place. We went there by Uncle Jeffrey's van (as usual). Once I we arrived there. Around 5 minutes later, *crush* called me:
Me : Hello?
Him: Where are u?
Me : Lam's Place
Him: What are you doing there?
Me : (was about to tease him a lil bit, but i was not in da mood) eating...? Why?
Him: No..Nothing. Because I thought u wanna go to Gamelan?
Me : yea...Tomorrow.. can?
Him: Ok. Bye...
Me : Bye..

And guess what happend next...He showed up... At Lam's Place. I was shock like hell...
But truly speaking. I feel lil bit better...
But I cannot talk to him since I was still in my bad mood mode...
But I feel better...indeed...
But I cannot talk to him...
Yea...Dat is it...
And then at the end of dinner, I was 50% cured.

And then there was a message from NR : "Oh you invited them for dinner and not me Okay"
Now Im really angry.. F*ck.
I replied him and then he seems doesnt belive that I was angry or something...

What for sure is... Mayb he thinks that I wanna be his friend because Im after *crush*...
Let me explain this... (hey NR, if u happnd to found my blog and reading this, READ IT CAREFULLY). And this goes to everyone as well...
I come to you as a friend. I come to you because I want to be your friend. I have no other intention.

If you do not believe me, then I will tell you my story.
I have loads of beautiful, cute and charming friend.
Most guys who's after them will usually come to me and find information about my friend.
Once they got to know my friend, they will leave me.

Do you know how does it feel? I know. And I've get used to it already. So sad. Yea. But I've get used to it already...
So I WILL NOT do something like that to ther people... I WILL NOT...

Want me to say that again? I WILL NOT!!!

If I really after him from the very beginning, I would approach him by myself. Why should I use you? I can do it myself. MYSELF.

Inconsistency

Ok. Blame it on me. Im not consistent...
I think I will still blog about him after all.
I met him today in the cafetaria. Again. Guess where did he sit. Yup. U guessed it rite. Beside me. What am I supposed to do? Ask him to go away? That will not be nice rite... What?...Rite? ... Ok, I admit it. I dun wanna ask him to go. Well, in fact, I want him to stay...There you go...

He asked for my full name yesterday, and I told him and ask him why does he want to know. He told me he wanna call me wif other name since everyone call me Haryati. Then he called me "Sugianto" instead. =_=|| Not a good one since that is my dad's name.
Here is the stupid conversation happened:

Him: Sugianto...
Me : (didnt give any response -- for your information, he was sitting beside me)
Him: Hey, Sugianto...
Me : (just realize that he was calling for me)... Yea?
Him: where are you going tonight?
Me : Jalan song...you know where jalan song is?
Him: no idea...Is it near the friendship park?
Me : Yea...That means you know where it is... what lah you...
Him: haha... Im not sure where it is...
Me : hm.. you know that there is a huge food court in around that area?
Him: ow... do you mean the one in front of the friendship park?
Me : yea... dat one...
Him: ic...what for?
Me : dinner? There are loads of food there... U've been there before?
Him: Yea I do...
Me : it's nice right?
Him: I like to eat variety of foods... Who are going?
Me : me and the girls... U wanna come? (here is the stupid question)

Im not supposed to ask him to come along...If I really wanna void him. If I really wanna get rid of him...Im not supposed to ask...But it came out from my mouth just like dat... Once I said that, Miss Sachie looked at me in disappointment... What am I supposed to do? T.T

When the lights went out -- part 2

Let me make this clear. This is the second time it happen to me...

I was doing my job as a Quality Assurance Manager (Im quite proud with my position) to edit the document. I was typing this.. email for the client as well. That is when the light went out... Guess what? Everything is on the desktop. And guess what is more interesting? Swinburne has this software which will wipe off everything on the desktop when a computer is turned-off... Let me remind you where did I put my file. They are on the desktop. And let me remind you again. They will be wiped-off when we turn off the computer. What happen to the computer when the light went out? ... You know the answer...

Sigh~~~

What The F*CK?!

Yes, it is no longer what the H. It becomes what the F now...
So, I was doing my coding for the C++ assignment when the computer suddenly off. Yes...off, just like that. And, to be more details, all the file you put on the computer will gone. ALL files. Again... ALL files. Which included my file. MY CODING file. My f*ckin assignment. Congratz me please?

Annoying singer

Do you like to listen to music? So do I. But when a singer become annoying? Oh no~~ It's like a disaster. My fren, who likes to sing, become one of those annoying singer. I can understand she like to sing and that's her hobby. But, Im so sori, I dun like her voice and they way she sings it. I can give thousand of reason why I dun like it when she sing:
She doesnt see the condition around her when she sing.
She doesnt know that she cannot sing it.
She doesnt know the lyric but force to sing it.
She doesnt know that sometimes people would like to listen to the music without any interrupting sound around...
She just...doesnt get it...

Oh my~
Nevermind. I just post this to... to calm myself down.
SHE!!
alright~~
I stop...
Cya

updated [20 September 2007]:
If you happen to read this, and u knw dat Im talking about u. Im so sori. Dun stop the signing, I was jus not in da mood. But yea, sometimes you are annoying and I did tell u... And if you sing it seriously (I mean really sing it) I will be very happy to listen =p

DO NOT talk at my back

Yeah... DONT EVER TALK AT MY BACK. If you got the nerve... talk to me. In front of me!!!
I just HATE dat! Understood?!!!


PS: This is my 5th post of the day. I jus realize, how stress I am today... Sigh...

SMS

Short Messaging Service...
Short Message Service...
Which one is it? (anything..)

We can predict people's feeling through sms? U dun believe me? If a person who used to sms in a nice way, suddenly sms very short and straight forward, that person is not in a gud mood.

However, that particular person can, at least, TRY not to be like that to other people who is completely innocent, right? Wat kinda attitude is dat? wat the F? Im being kind enough to msg her in a nice way, so dat I wont hurt her feeling or anything. Do you know wat did I get in return? Totally sarcastic...

Sigh... I think I just have to go wif it. She is in a bad mood. Rite? Rite... Yeah... Righttttt...
Anything...

I think Im also bad at this one... Everytime I msg people, they will interpret it in another way round. so... again... what the F? I think I should jush shut up....